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Bri Hosack's avatar

At the end of the episode, I was outside already out front of my house with my feet in the grass, earthing, and I just suddenly was like nope it’s not enough, and had to lay down in the grass in the front yard. lol. It’s not hot and sunny, I couldn’t be mistaken for sun bathing. I just needed to deeply, deeply connect and there was no time to get to the back yard 20 steps away (and I don’t wanna lie down where my dog pees anyway lol). 😂

I took a deep breath like that that felt like it was the deepest breath I’ve ever taken. I legitimately had the thought “well I’ll never have a deep breath THAT good again!” 🤣🤣🤣 then laughed at myself because that’s ridiculous - they’re only getting deeper… and how incredibly arrogant to think that I’m as far as I’ll ever get, in any area of life lol. But wow that was a beautifully articulated episode that made me feel seen even though I was seeing you - always a good sign! Thanks for sharing, as usual!

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Cait Pearson's avatar

Hahahaha this 100% is something I would do. I have been out loud saying to myself lately, “what anyone thinks of me is none of my business” and then I go and do the thing. lol thank you for being this kind of person with me!

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Bri Hosack's avatar

Thank you too, right back at ya!

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Bri Hosack's avatar

“Sage that shit” 🤣👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

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Cait Pearson's avatar

😆😆 the inner witch

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Bri Hosack's avatar

My inner (pretty outer) shaman sees your inner witch haha 🫡

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Bri Hosack's avatar

Yep, what if this new version of me isn’t successful – that’s still the big question for me too. It’s been a few months, but I haven’t got the answer yet. singing “I believe“ from Shrek all the time…

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Bri Hosack's avatar

I swear you’re reflecting on me from four months ago, legit you could be me four months ago.. It’s so weird. It’s like listening to someone reading out my own journal or something from The not so distant past.

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Cait Pearson's avatar

This is such a beautiful comment, we just never know what anyone is growing through and I love that we are all a little less alone when we get brave enough to just say it.

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Bri Hosack's avatar

Agreed! Why. I. Share. 💓👏🏼

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Bri Hosack's avatar

“ you’re just detoxing from a version of yourself that wasn’t actually you” umm yes

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Bri Hosack's avatar

How are we at such similar places lol?

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Cait Pearson's avatar

You’re the fifth person to say something like this to me about this episode! I swear we are all in a time warp together.

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Bri Hosack's avatar

Hahahaha collective healing and collective upgrades. Soul collective’s that are finding each other and (re)discovering our paths together. Time warp works too hahaha

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Chris ❤ 🏳‍🌈 (CDN) he/him 50+'s avatar

I get that. I listened again,until I fell asleep, and am not convinced of my point either. But I do think the underlying import is slowing down, and dropping externality of interior expectations. Keep it up.

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Cait Pearson's avatar

100%, it’s starts and ends with us. Thank you Chris, always appreciate your discord ☺️

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Chris ❤ 🏳‍🌈 (CDN) he/him 50+'s avatar

I have to listen again. But part of me was arguing with you. You list talents or skills of old that you are rewriting but I would suggest you are refraining. You still have those abilities but the energy and drive, the motivation behind their use has been turned down and refocused... does that make sense ?

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Cait Pearson's avatar

I see what you’re saying but I think I relate more with rewriting simply because a lot of who I knew myself to be was due to coping mechanisms and masking. I wouldn’t say I’m reframing ambition, because to be honest, I don’t really identify with that, as it’s defined by society, anymore. I would say I more identify with alignment now, now that I’m getting to know who I really am and how I function without all the effort.

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